Am I still a Christian if I'm not sure what I believe anymore?
Let's just get the answer out of the way right up front: Yes. Seriously, yes.
If you are questioning things you used to take for granted, that doesn't mean you've somehow failed at religion. It might actually mean you've finally stopped pretending.
Think about the disciples for a minute. These folks spent years walking right alongside Jesus, and they still didn't understand half of what he was talking about. They questioned. They doubted. They argued with each other over who was the greatest. They got things wrong—sometimes spectacularly wrong.
And you know what Jesus didn't do? He didn't hand them a systematic theology exam and tell them to come back when they had everything sorted out. They just kept following.
Maybe that's enough for us, too.
I'm increasingly convinced that being a Christian doesn't require absolute certainty about every line of the Bible, the mechanics of heaven and hell, or even having a neat, academic definition of who Jesus was. Sometimes, real faith looks a lot less like having all the right answers and a whole lot more like admitting, "I am not entirely sure what I believe right now, but there is something about the way of Jesus that I still want to tether my life to—his compassion, his justice, his forgiveness, his radical love."
So if your beliefs are shifting and changing, do not panic.
Maybe your faith isn't disappearing at all. Maybe the version of faith you were handed just isn't big enough to hold your actual life anymore.
You don't have to pretend to believe things that ring hollow in your chest. You don't have to have God fully figured out to walk with God.
Faith was never meant to be about having all the answers. It has always been about having the courage to ask the questions.